Stream of Thought...

Tied Up

I want you to want me
but I know you don't,
I want you to notice me
but I know you won't.
What I want is not tangible to the eye,
because words don't say so,
It's a feeling I hold deep inside..
But I want to let it go; let it all go,
I try to be patient waiting
and trusting that unknown plan.
I find myself debating, 
questioning what I don't understand. 
My head says no but my heart says yes,
chasing after affection and beauty
Wrong desires is what rejection gets
another example of life's reality.
Not negative just practical thinking,
the pain doesn't change the empty feeling..